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Wanting

You enjoy
Feeling

Feening inside this connection
Wanting its intensity
Transposing self
Inside its atmosphere

You want

Totality

Absorbing
Its energy

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poetry

Solace Lost

I’ve been missing
Lost in and outside myself

As veins of chaos

Dance around my world

As I seek solace

Holding my breath

Skipping prayer

Yes, I’ve been missing
Lost in and outside myself

As treacherous beings

Escape their cages

Pouring down deceit

Upon my world

Grasping at my happiness

Snipping into my safe place

Out of habit

Yes, I’ve been missing
Lost in and outside myself

Tears sliver down

As I seek solace

In this writing

Praying it releases them

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Demonic Awakening

This part

Its awakening

Spiritual or demonic

This part

Manifesting

Thoughts quickly

Constant double numbers

Is it spiritual or demonic

Fighting internally

Think positive

It warns

Think positive

How

As negative energy

Clouds it mind

As forces grime

Sludging past

Its spiritual awakening

Yes

This phase

Demonic

As positivity vanish

If I die tomorrow

Cremate me

Everyone around is demonically cruel

If I die tomorrow

Cremate me

No funeral

No crying fools

This spiritual awakening

Is demonic & cruel

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Isolated

As challenges arise outside

Inner-self contemplates

Lost within fear, worry

As it question

Is this self

Is this outside

Is this energy

How did it get here

Did fear

Worry

Cause it

As outside entities grab on with force

Isolating its crack

Filling it with outsider projections

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Soul Hunger

My soul is hungry

Sensing the scent of clean air

As fresh lake odor

Spring under my nose

My soul is hungry

Daytime of lucid dreams

As the sun rise over this dock

Outlining sheens of green trees

My soul is hungry

Reflecting my moon

As it glazes under a pool of stars

My soul is hungry

Anticipating this reality

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Desire

Betrayed

Once the starlit moon leaves

Unearthed
Unquenchable
Desires

Succulent lips

Ripe as a peach

As juices drip like steam

Unearthed
Unquenchable
Desires

Its skin permanently flared

As its eyes conform

Leaving in its wake

Unexplored desires

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Awkward

Chatter cease

Withdrawing his body from automations

Triggers cease

His stance is less awkward

Unfiltered in this moment

A slight hope

An awkward chance

He can make it through these first steps

Unfiltered

Oh no,

The momentum is gone

Internal chatter returns